25th , 12.12am

Typed this when im sitting at the bench when you slept on my lap that time .

2nd day w/o you .
Slept at 6 , woke up at 9 plus by darren's call .
Tried to sleep but keep waking up , dreamt of you. -.-
Didnt expect you to change so much & fast .
You were so good to me , pamper me , give in to me everytime.
Remember that i told you not to treat me too good ?
Cause im afraid that i'll lose everything one day . You promised that you'll treat me this good forever .

Everything just changes so fast , 2 days ago .
I told you that im vhappy because i've got those past feelings back , you said sorry for not treating me like you used to at that point of time .
I thought things would really get better for us when you asked me to trust you that we'll last after going thru so many things .

But , 2 days later .
You can be like forget everything about us & went out with them .
Was vv.heartbroken to hear that from darren .
Before that , i still told them that i trust that you'll come back .
Told them that i'll get the past bi back .
Thought of you whatever & everywhere we went just now , still told them what we did at here & there happily .

Even at kai's place , still remember that you love the whitewhite mushroom , the ham egg .
Kept crying & crying this 2 night , thanks for those who tried to talk to me at night , trying to make me tired. (:

To mummy :
I know you wont read this , but still .
Im sorry that you cried too last night .
I know you care about me alot , will make my own decision k .
Dont worry too much about me , wont do anything silly .
Take good care of yourself , mummy !

To huan & liying :
Im sorry too , to make you both cry tgt with me also .
He isnt what you both are thinking now , i believe & hope .
I'll think carefully what i should do okay , let me make my own decision for once .
Cant always depend on you all ah .
I know you both love me , love you both too !

Labels: I'll still wait .

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