♥ 'Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Back again . (:
2nd post ,
Really going to delete on the 27th , which is today (for you all)
For that special someone in my heart :
You said that you talk to me like so rude is cause you can see that he treats me better than you do.
So , you asked me to go back to him .
You think that i'll be happier like this .
You said that you know that you treat me not good .
Yea , i admit that you did change . You dont treat me like how you treat me last time .
But the reason is my fault .
My fault for being so xiao qi , make your friends starting to think that im changing to be like someone .
You also mentioned that we dont trust each other anymore .
Not that i dw to trust you , you ask yourself .
How many times you did things secretly behind my back ? Told you i can accept everything if you told me before you do .
I really meant it that time .
Not trying to blame you or what , i know that im at fault .
You dont want to tell me all those because you are afraid that i'll get angry .
I understand . (:
You also said that , you shouldnt be so selfish by keeping me by your side .
By doing this , i'll suffer cause of your on off att .
But seriously , i really dont mind because i still love you like how i used to & i know that as long as i can change , you'll too .
Really hope you'll see this but impossible , only fei huan knows my login id & pass.
Thanks ah fei huan ! <3
By the time you read this , im already not there for you .
So takecare love . <3
♥, Pen ran out of ink @ 6:33:00 PM (: