Blogging as of today .
Slept quite well today , cause liying came over my house to overnight .
Asked her come up as my sister's boyf coming up , so will like think of the past again .
So yea , me , ly , sis & mummy chatted awhile till my mummy went off to work .

3 of us used com for awhile , prepare to sleep .
Liying on a song & then she said something that reminds me of something .
Jumped up while talking to her ah :x
Suddenly remember something .
Told liying everything , told her that you wont change so fast , explained things to her .
Everything , starting from 17th .
The day when we broke & patched up, cabbed to your house because you cant sleep .

Told her what you said , told her what you promised , told her how you treated me on the 22nd which is the day i said that im vhappy .
Told her what you did once on 17th , try to make me give up .
Told her that you wont change so much .
Pea sort of like agreed with me too .
So , slept v.peacefully (:

Talked to aloyk , he analysis for me ah .
He said that , you said that you still love me .
True , he explained why the way you treated me too .
He said , that because i dont trust you , that's why we quarrel everytime .
Your heart got weaker everytime it reaches its limit , so now the limit is easier to reach .
Therefore , when i returned you the ring , you probably got so heartbroken that you threw away the ring .
He also said that , is not like we both dont love each other .
Just that we dont have enough trust for each other , in a r/s , what is needed most is trust so probably you agree to let go because by doing this , both of us will be happier .

As for other things , you need accompany to kill time & forget me .
Love still there ? Maybe .
Just that you're sick & tired of all these , too lazy & too numb to care anymore .

Seriously , hope that what he said above is true .
Thought & thought of this almost for the whole day , could be this could be that .

So yea , like what friends say , dont console myself by telling lies to myself .
Shouldnt put too much hope after pui didnt say anything , except for give up .

What i can do now , is only.
Hope . (:

Still loving you , dearest boy.
Only know that i really treated you bad these 7months after talking to kai ystd , always kept thinking that im always right .
Im sorry , truely i am .

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