♥ 'Sunday, November 15, 2009
Everything ended on the 15th , which is today .
Our story started on the 27th march , everything was so sweet .
Our friends are so so so envy of us , remember that i told you that one of my guy-friend told me that i should treasure you because not every guy would do what you did on our second month .
You shouted ,
我要这里所有的人做我的征人，征明我们可以天长地久。我爱你，吴涵欣！
5 months had passed , but i can still remember that sentence so clearly as if it only happened ystd .
Thanks for the memories , be it sadness, cries, tears or happiness, smiles, laughter . Thanks for tolerating & give in even though it's my fault .
When i fell sick , you came all the way to accompany to the docs .
Kept nagging me to drink lots & lots of water , wake me up to eat my medicine .
When you know that i dont wish to go batam w/o you , you took your passport & rushed to harbour front & look for me .
But no tics for the ferry alr , so you took the next ferry alone .
Waited at harbour front for around 2 hrs .
When it was our 4th month ,
You know that i hate to take bus alone , you came from your house & fetch me .
You know that i hate to cook , so you offered to help me cook .
After that , went down to 淋雨 tgt , still remember that the rain was vv.big .
Splashed water at each other . (:
18th july ,
You bought our food up & told me that you bought ju hua cha for me when i was bathing .
I just say , eh , why not milo ?
You toutou went down & bought it up for me .
Miss the time when you ran all the way from your house to somewhere to catch the next midnight bus & then from that somewhere , bus-ed to clementi & then walked alone to my house .
Reached alr , i cant go down & you cant come up .
& then you fell asleep at the playground .
Did all these things just to surprise me , was vv.touched when darren told me that you ran there.
Sorry that i dont trust you , i dont mean to quarrel with you everytime over minor things .
Im tired , v.tired .
Everytime when i want to step away from this , you'll try all ways to make me stay.
So im sure that this r/s is more tiring for you .
I love those feeling when you're with me .
Love those feeling when you're not around with me too , those feeling are just beyond the power of description .
But well , i guess you gave in , love me , teng me too much already .
So slowly , i took you for granted .
Get angry easily , & slowly slowly , we drifted apart .
You dont gave in , love me , teng me too much like you used to already .
Therefore , you make me feel that you think that i'll be there for you everytime .
You told me that we wont end up like that story & asked me to trust our relationship .
You said that , you still love me like you used to .
You said that , without me , nothing else matters alr .
You said that , if i go back to you , you can do whatever i asked you to do .
You said that , you'll work hard tgt with me so that we'll be how we used to be .
You said that , you'll be awake to wait for my text .
You said that , you dw a new girlf because no one will know you as well as i do .
You said that , you'll sayang me to sleep everytime i sleep beside you .
You said that , after receiving your birthday present , you was v.touched & feel like crying .
You said that , you'll love me forever .
You said that , you wont shout at me ever again .
You said that , your heart will pain pain if i dont take good care of myself & fall sick .
You said that , you'll send me a message longer than the previous 15 pages of messages i accidentally deleted .
You said that , you enjoyed the three days when i stayed at your house .
You said that , you want me to meet you in our lalaland , go snowboarding tgt .
You said that , you'll treat me best till the day you leave this world , and i'll be the only one .
You said that , we still have a long way to go .
You said that , for me , you do anything also not xin ku .
You said that you'll marry me when im 18 .
Have two babies & then work hard to earn alot alot of money .
I know you'll do all those above , just a matter of time .
But , i cant wait for you anymore .
Pains me to see you so xinku , try all means to make me not to be angry .
Pains me to see you avoiding messaging people you want .
Pains me to see you cry because of me .
So yea , letting go is what i can only do now .
Because i know im like that , cant change .
Im really really really , very very very sorry .
Learnt how to really love this time , take care of yourself okay .
Wipe your fcuking mouth after eating ! Ang zhang mao ! :x
Thanks for everything .
For the last time ,
Bi , i love you . <3
Enjoy the club on monday !
Took 2hrs to type all these , laughs . Hope you'll get to read this.
Will be closing down my blog on the coming 27th . (:
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Didnt take anything .
Probably the last picture we're taking tgt ,
27th's , ♥
Love aint easy .
♥, Pen ran out of ink @ 8:35:00 AM (:
